I need times. Just give me a break. I've been lying to myself eversince so that I could make another steps in this world.

Everything was just hurting. I've been badly wounded, deep down inside. But please. I need a break. I've had the time of my life.

I wanted to cry so bad. But I know it won't be getting me anywhere but just a lonely spot. And the worst, I ain't moving. I am just a normal person, whose love always blossom in the heart - and now almost all have been taken away.

From the books and the headaches, to some sort of 'angel' and then for a 'twin' and 'flower' of the heart. Now the dearies of the grins are going far away - and I can't even sure if we ever meet again.

I am sorry if some have been pissed off by my emotional stuffs - but tell me, how far would you go to endure the pain?

I just want to cry. This time. Only this time. Please. I am being strong but I couldn't stop tears from slipping away. I'm sorry.